So when the opportunity to learn how to dive came knocking, I initially hesitated. What if my fear got the better of me? What if I felt claustrophobic? What if i went into panic while under the water? What if I get into a situation that I cannot stop? What if I find out exactly what my fear is and never go back into the water again?
I then stopped and remembered that this was the year that I would challenge myself. This was my year to do all of the things that I have always wanted to do but never have. Triathlons, traveling Asia, bike riding, going to the Carribean. I never wanted to let fear get in the way of anything.... and so I agreed to sign up to do my Open Water PADI Dive Course.
After doing a session in the local pool, and a couple of nights studying the PADI Dive Book, I was ready to go and try scuba diving in the open water.
On the Friday, I was so excited about trying scuba diving that I sat at my desk at work with my face mask and snorkel on, much to the amusement of my work colleagues! When the last hour of the work day finally ended, I quickly gathered my belongings and raced off to the Bus Terminal at Tanjong Pagar to meet the rest of the dive crew who would be heading to Pulau Aur.
We set off on the chartered bus, with two dive crews and a few independent divers, up out of Singapore and through the tiresome customs (both at the start of the bridge that joins Singapore to Malaysia and then the Malaysian customs at the end of the bridge). The bus, once out of Singapore, headed East across the bottom of Malaysia to the port of Mersing. It was already midnight by the time we reached Mersing and while I had tried to get sleep on the bus, it was a task that proved difficult. You see, our driver thought that he was a driver in the Malaysian F1 Grand Prix, rather than a driver of a chartered bus full of scuba divers. Every time I would just get to sleep, the bus would take a corner far too quickly and i would get pushed either against the bus window or across onto my friend who was sitting beside me.
I did not fall asleep immediately, as I do not sleep very well on transport. Instead, I sat quietly, looking across the South China Sea and the full moon that was casting its light across the sea. It was one of those moments in life that you wish you could bottle. It is when you are surrounded by such peace and serenity that you want the moment to last forever. The air was warm, the breeze was only slight, and the humidity had dropped to a comfortable level. It really was a special time, one I will no doubt remember, along with the other special moments that I have experienced in my years of travel.
I eventually drifted off into a light slumber, succumbing to the gentle sway of the Ferry. We awoke about an hour or so out from Pulau Aur, when the heavens opened and rain fell upon us on top of the Ferry. We swiftly got back into the boats cabins and spent the next hour either dozing or chatting quietly.
We were all awoken at 9am, ready for our pre-dive briefing and some breakfast. Beauty was all around us, with palm trees, crystal blue waters and yellow sand that you would expect on a tropical island. I was in awe of the paradise that surrounded me.
We all then loaded the boats and set off to the first dive site, Pulau Lang. After getting all kitted up (as we had been taught in Dive School), we found ourselves about to enter the open water for the first time. I would have expected that I would have gone into a bit of panic meltdown but a strange calm came over me. It never came. In fact, I was the first one to dive in, eager to start the dive experience. I did not fear the water, because the water was so clear and you could see the reefs underneath us. I realised that at that point, I had nothing to fear but I had plenty to gain by getting in there.

The dives that followed that day were mainly skill-based dives, but I still loved being under the water and it felt so natural. The breathing felt easy, the movement in the water was controllable and I felt safe - something i never expected to feel when 18 metres under the sea.
That night, we were all so very tired from our adventure that day, however, I was still needing to do my PADI exam in order for me to become officially certified the following day.
I woke up the next morning, eager to get back onto the boat and into the water. I was so eager that I was waiting on the beach, ready for the boat to arrive. That morning, though, I had noticed a strange set of (what i thought at the time) bed bug bites. I tried not to pay too much attention to them, accepting that it was just part of staying on a tropical island, a small price to pay for staying in such beautiful surroundings. At that point, they were itching but i tried to ignore them as best as I could - and I succeeded!
We managed to squeeze in two more dives, at a place called Rayners Rock, and then back to Pulau Lang again. I remember looking down at my oxygen tank on the last dive, knowing that it was soon time to head back to the surface. I recall feeling sad, knowing that I would not be able to dive again for a little while. The disappointment soon disappeared and a feeling of pride came over me - having conquered my fear and at the same time, opening myself up to a whole new world of adventure.
We left Pulau Aur at midday, and made the trek back to Singapore. We managed to stay a little ahead of time and we got back home at around 8.30pm, our bodies weary but smiles on our faces. Not only had we had a great weekend of diving, many of us formed friendships that will last a long time.
Loved this Kate. m
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